AS the subject says, this is long overdue but better late then never i suppose.  I just wanted to apologize to the staff and everyone else that plays on this server on e regular basis.  I know that I wasn't giving the server the attention that a moderator should.  I know that some stuck up for me after i got demoted the first time that happened as well and to them, i give my sincerest apologies and just hope that they can forgive me.  My demotion is no ones fault but my own.  I was lucky enough to get to be a moderator twice on a fantastic server.  If / when Mod Applications open up again, i will not be applying for a third time.  I know i won't get to be mod again, and its my fitting punishment.  Hopefully the server gets a mod that can give it and its players the attention it needs.  
Again all i can say is that i'm sorry and can only hope that staff can accept that and forgive me.